Who knew I could get so excited about such a thing?
Especially for healthy foods?
Yes, you heard it, healthy foods.
Well, not completely healthy, but I'm getting there!
Things picked up today:
- Jello (Cherry/Black Cherry, Strawberry/Orange, and the Mint Temptations)
- Kozy Shack Pudding (Chocolate)
- Dried Mango slices
- Yogurt Trail Mix
- NutriGrain Granola Bars (Variety and Pecan)
- Planters Omega 3 packs
- Yogurt Covered Raisins
- Pistachio & Almond ice cream
- Peppermint Tea
You know, it's not the easiest thing to admit you're a picky eater to anyone outside the close knit of your friends. It's a rather awkward thing. But, I think that it's time to actually start breaking myself of the picky-ness.
I'll post things later to see how things are going to go with this whole, "Let's change every aspect of my diet" type of deal.
Wish me luck!
Ear Candy: Heat of the Night - Aqua
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
Bitterness
I'm not going to go into major details, but let's discuss the aspect of drama (duntdundun.....).
I'm not going to rant
I'm not going to come off holier-than-thou either.
Things that "stir the pot:"
1) Trying to force people to choose sides in an argument that doesn't involve them
2) Not communicating to the people involved, then getting upset when they can't make it
3) Not being understanding
4) Constant gossiping
5) Posting on Facebook, referencing to events where someone has offended you, where everyone (including referenced people) can see it.
Honestly, I'm really sick of it, and I think it was starting to make me bitter. Especially on the second point on that list. And, I'm afraid that after a certain event is over, the "friendship" that is there, will no longer exist. Something along the lines of #2 happened on Saturday that has utterly killed any desire I had to try and make things work out after everything is over. I have talked to a few people on this, and they agree with me.
But, Gran read to me an entry on this month's Journey (a woman's devotional magazine they give out at church). Pretty much made me feel about this | | big. In so many words, it said that we need to forgive those that have hurt and offended us, just as Christ himself did.
You know, that's a hard thing to do. Very hard thing.
I've been looking back on everything and my reactions to them have not been the greatest. I've been a bit selfish and have snapped when I don't seem to get any credit or the blame has been pushed onto me somehow. I've probably snapped on the wrong people, and I'm so grateful to these listening ears and always available shoulders (namely Lena, Tara, Jess and Aoi). I want to apologize to those people and thank them for being so understanding about things, but it's Memorial Day, so not many people are online.
I was just reminded of the passage from James 1:19 - 20 (NIV) : "My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires." From now on, I think I need to meditate on these words and keep them close to my heart as I deal with these current situations that have arisen in my life.
Speaking of Memorial Day, think of today as a day for thanking our men and women who serve in the military. It is them we should be thinking of for allowing us to think and speak as freely as we do. Today may have felt like the first day of Summer, but it is the Soldiers who we should be dedicating this day to.
My sincerest thanks go out to every person who is or has served in the United States Military.
I'm not going to rant
I'm not going to come off holier-than-thou either.
Things that "stir the pot:"
1) Trying to force people to choose sides in an argument that doesn't involve them
2) Not communicating to the people involved, then getting upset when they can't make it
3) Not being understanding
4) Constant gossiping
5) Posting on Facebook, referencing to events where someone has offended you, where everyone (including referenced people) can see it.
Honestly, I'm really sick of it, and I think it was starting to make me bitter. Especially on the second point on that list. And, I'm afraid that after a certain event is over, the "friendship" that is there, will no longer exist. Something along the lines of #2 happened on Saturday that has utterly killed any desire I had to try and make things work out after everything is over. I have talked to a few people on this, and they agree with me.
But, Gran read to me an entry on this month's Journey (a woman's devotional magazine they give out at church). Pretty much made me feel about this | | big. In so many words, it said that we need to forgive those that have hurt and offended us, just as Christ himself did.
You know, that's a hard thing to do. Very hard thing.
I've been looking back on everything and my reactions to them have not been the greatest. I've been a bit selfish and have snapped when I don't seem to get any credit or the blame has been pushed onto me somehow. I've probably snapped on the wrong people, and I'm so grateful to these listening ears and always available shoulders (namely Lena, Tara, Jess and Aoi). I want to apologize to those people and thank them for being so understanding about things, but it's Memorial Day, so not many people are online.
I was just reminded of the passage from James 1:19 - 20 (NIV) : "My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires." From now on, I think I need to meditate on these words and keep them close to my heart as I deal with these current situations that have arisen in my life.
Speaking of Memorial Day, think of today as a day for thanking our men and women who serve in the military. It is them we should be thinking of for allowing us to think and speak as freely as we do. Today may have felt like the first day of Summer, but it is the Soldiers who we should be dedicating this day to.
My sincerest thanks go out to every person who is or has served in the United States Military.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Politics
Disclaimer: Before I start, I want to say that I'm a Republican, but I currently do not like what the Republicans (along with the majority of the government) are doing. I will probably say things that will offend people in this, so, if you're hardcore for Obama or an extreme liberal that isn't going to listen to other sides of the coin, then I suggest you ignore this and go on your merry way.
I got the Sunday morning Baltimore Sun today. In it, on page 25, is this article "Hot mic makes private Obama remarks public." by Christi Parsons of the Tribune Washington Bureau. [Link] It pretty much summarizes what Obama said when he thought the microphone was off. Including the statement he made that was quoted in the 8th paragraph in the article, where Obama said that government workers are "Slugs and not trying to do their jobs."
My problem with that? My mother's a government "worker." A pretty damn good one at that (excuse my language). Dealing with the things that she has to deal with from other outside organizations (which shall remain nameless) along with dealing with every different type of people, I applaud her for it. I really think that it takes a certain person with exceptional skills to do the job she does (and I'm not being biased).
Okay, so there are people that believe Obama hasn't taken all of his vacation days. Even though I'm not the happiest about this, I'll back off this point for now.
And, as I make this point on facebook, I wouldn't be surprised if I lose friends, the people that won't even make a point to visit me but will pass by my house to go visit others that live further away. But, that's a point for another entry.
My main point is to plain and simply, don't insult the whole industry that has to back you (whether they like you or not) and does things behind the scenes for you by calling them "slugs." Of course, there are people who aren't the greatest, but anymore, that's Congress, Senate, the House, and the Big Whigs of Corporations that give themselves gigantic raises while their companies are failing.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Can Isolation be dubbed as a stressor?
Probably more like a fear that becomes overpowering that it practically starts stressing me out.
I updated my LJ more about it, only because I can control who sees it; whereas this blog I can't really. Not that I mind, because this blog is more where I can discuss a general amount of things going on. It's awkward though keeping a Journal and a Blog at the same time. (I end up feeling like I'm somehow "cheating" on the other when I update one and not the other ^_^; )
I think my time at my church is getting limited. I'm going to start trying other Southern Baptist churches and see what can really work. I need someplace that has a more open minded setting and have people from all walks of life.
I'm not a typical girl, I wasn't raised by two parents, I haven't had a boyfriend or a lover of any sorts, and I have some hobbies that people at my present church question (like my costuming).
I haven't gone to BIG HUGE university and had mommy and daddy pay for it (or, in some cases, most of the church). I'm 24 and I'm still working on achieving my Associates Degree. By the time I'm done with my degrees, I'll be hitting my 30s.
I have a unique personality and I'm generally easy to get along with. That being said, I'm also very easily distracted.
I don't have any pets, but I have a few that I consider close enough to be mine.
I'm not skinny, nor will I ever be. But, I'm going to love my curves and work it to where I can wear the things I love.
I love planning things, and when I'm given all the information, I'll be so meticulous that I'll have everything to the last corner on the table cloth folded right. I've planned every Otakon room that I could and every year, it's worked out!
I've very rarely snobbed someone. I try to accept people for who they are, because I would want someone to do the same for me. You know that old golden saying: "Treat Others The Way You Want To Be Treated?" Yea, I've pretty much lived my life like that. It pains me when I'm snobbed (like I was last night) and I begin to wonder what I have done wrong.
There's nothing I'm really spectacular at. I've tried doing several different things (as my resume will tell you) and I have found an interest in the Music and Public Relations Industry. I've found my solace in music and being around the people that I care about. I love being behind a microphone, speaking mainly.
I blast my music in the car when it's legal to do so. And I'll sing above it too. I have a lead foot and sometimes a hot head (and I've come close to paying for it too).
I find learning about different cultures, religions, and languages fascinating. I'm particularly into the Japanese culture.
I watch Anime, read manga, actively listen to JMusic, and participate (as much as my budget allows) in the JFashion scene.
I love to roleplay with my friends, even though I don't get to do it enough.
Most of the time, I'm insecure. If I end up following someone around, it's because I don't know what else to do other than sitting off in a corner by myself.
I treasure the friends I have outside of church more than one could ever know. Lena & Ji, my lil sis, my otouto, my little bro, THE GROUP, my con buddies, Immaturia (what's left of it), and the several others I have day to day interactions with. I can relate to them the most, and they are possibly the most accepting people I have met. We're all from different walks of life and we have accepted those. The memories I have with them are possibly the best I'll ever have and I keep them close to my heart. I wish I could talk to them more and I feel horrible when we go for a long time without talking.
But, if someone should mess with my friends, I will stand up for them (providing I find it tactful and appropriate to do so).
Once Trust is broken with me, it's very very hard to regain that back. Even then, things won't be the same.
Don't you dare insult me in front of a crowd either. The minute you tell me that my choice in Anime sucks is the minute I leave you hanging for the rest of the event. I'm not going to be very motivated to help you on anything.
I'm not a hardcore gamer, but I play Pokemon. In fact, I want to get through Black so I can get back to Silver and finish it. ^_^; I can't draw to save my life, but I can trace!! I also do really good at creating fonts and writing.
If you can't accept me for who I am, then you need to take a step out of my life and quit bringing my spirit down.
...Wow, this went from a pity entry to a motivational entry... ^_^;
Ear Candy: Cage (ReMix) - Dir en grey
I updated my LJ more about it, only because I can control who sees it; whereas this blog I can't really. Not that I mind, because this blog is more where I can discuss a general amount of things going on. It's awkward though keeping a Journal and a Blog at the same time. (I end up feeling like I'm somehow "cheating" on the other when I update one and not the other ^_^; )
I think my time at my church is getting limited. I'm going to start trying other Southern Baptist churches and see what can really work. I need someplace that has a more open minded setting and have people from all walks of life.
I'm not a typical girl, I wasn't raised by two parents, I haven't had a boyfriend or a lover of any sorts, and I have some hobbies that people at my present church question (like my costuming).
I haven't gone to BIG HUGE university and had mommy and daddy pay for it (or, in some cases, most of the church). I'm 24 and I'm still working on achieving my Associates Degree. By the time I'm done with my degrees, I'll be hitting my 30s.
I have a unique personality and I'm generally easy to get along with. That being said, I'm also very easily distracted.
I don't have any pets, but I have a few that I consider close enough to be mine.
I'm not skinny, nor will I ever be. But, I'm going to love my curves and work it to where I can wear the things I love.
I love planning things, and when I'm given all the information, I'll be so meticulous that I'll have everything to the last corner on the table cloth folded right. I've planned every Otakon room that I could and every year, it's worked out!
I've very rarely snobbed someone. I try to accept people for who they are, because I would want someone to do the same for me. You know that old golden saying: "Treat Others The Way You Want To Be Treated?" Yea, I've pretty much lived my life like that. It pains me when I'm snobbed (like I was last night) and I begin to wonder what I have done wrong.
There's nothing I'm really spectacular at. I've tried doing several different things (as my resume will tell you) and I have found an interest in the Music and Public Relations Industry. I've found my solace in music and being around the people that I care about. I love being behind a microphone, speaking mainly.
I blast my music in the car when it's legal to do so. And I'll sing above it too. I have a lead foot and sometimes a hot head (and I've come close to paying for it too).
I find learning about different cultures, religions, and languages fascinating. I'm particularly into the Japanese culture.
I watch Anime, read manga, actively listen to JMusic, and participate (as much as my budget allows) in the JFashion scene.
I love to roleplay with my friends, even though I don't get to do it enough.
Most of the time, I'm insecure. If I end up following someone around, it's because I don't know what else to do other than sitting off in a corner by myself.
I treasure the friends I have outside of church more than one could ever know. Lena & Ji, my lil sis, my otouto, my little bro, THE GROUP, my con buddies, Immaturia (what's left of it), and the several others I have day to day interactions with. I can relate to them the most, and they are possibly the most accepting people I have met. We're all from different walks of life and we have accepted those. The memories I have with them are possibly the best I'll ever have and I keep them close to my heart. I wish I could talk to them more and I feel horrible when we go for a long time without talking.
But, if someone should mess with my friends, I will stand up for them (providing I find it tactful and appropriate to do so).
Once Trust is broken with me, it's very very hard to regain that back. Even then, things won't be the same.
Don't you dare insult me in front of a crowd either. The minute you tell me that my choice in Anime sucks is the minute I leave you hanging for the rest of the event. I'm not going to be very motivated to help you on anything.
I'm not a hardcore gamer, but I play Pokemon. In fact, I want to get through Black so I can get back to Silver and finish it. ^_^; I can't draw to save my life, but I can trace!! I also do really good at creating fonts and writing.
If you can't accept me for who I am, then you need to take a step out of my life and quit bringing my spirit down.
...Wow, this went from a pity entry to a motivational entry... ^_^;
Ear Candy: Cage (ReMix) - Dir en grey
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
20 days later
Things have been slightly crazy these passed few days. Not only have I been learning a new job, but I have been trying to play catch up and do everything else too.
I'm going to be dropping my Wellness Theory class, so there really wouldn't be a need to update this blog any longer. But, I think I'm going to do my best to do it anyways. Maybe it will hold me more accountable towards things.
Stressors as of late:
- The Wedding. Or rather, my part, the Bridal Shower. I have yet to get the guest list, and I'm scared to death of telling the bride that, oh hey, since you didn't give me a guest list, I can't really invite anyone, can I? It kills me because I feel if I'm in a darned if I do, I try to do, or I don't. Nothing's going to be good enough.
- My Job. Now, don't get me wrong on this part, I love my job now. Working at the credit union is probably the best thing that's happened in awhile. But, the learning part of everything is still kind of stressful.
- Classes. As I mentioned before, I have to drop my Fitness class. The professors have two different ways of teaching and handling situations, and it's driving me crazy. One also proceeded to call me a liar, rudely dismissed me, and then make sexist comments all night. I ended up leaving early. Bad thing is, I have to wait until next week before I can meet with my advisor and talk to her about the situation. My other class that's kind of got me stressed is my Internet Technologies class. I haven't really done any assignments and I doubt there's not a way to regain my grade with that class.
Because of these stressors, I've been eating a lot more. I stopped wearing my Pokewalker, so I've slacked off quite a bit. But, I have the orientation for my walking class, so I'm looking forward to getting that started!
Life, man, life's happening and it's happening pretty fast.
Ear candy: The World is not Enough - Garbage
I'm going to be dropping my Wellness Theory class, so there really wouldn't be a need to update this blog any longer. But, I think I'm going to do my best to do it anyways. Maybe it will hold me more accountable towards things.
Stressors as of late:
- The Wedding. Or rather, my part, the Bridal Shower. I have yet to get the guest list, and I'm scared to death of telling the bride that, oh hey, since you didn't give me a guest list, I can't really invite anyone, can I? It kills me because I feel if I'm in a darned if I do, I try to do, or I don't. Nothing's going to be good enough.
- My Job. Now, don't get me wrong on this part, I love my job now. Working at the credit union is probably the best thing that's happened in awhile. But, the learning part of everything is still kind of stressful.
- Classes. As I mentioned before, I have to drop my Fitness class. The professors have two different ways of teaching and handling situations, and it's driving me crazy. One also proceeded to call me a liar, rudely dismissed me, and then make sexist comments all night. I ended up leaving early. Bad thing is, I have to wait until next week before I can meet with my advisor and talk to her about the situation. My other class that's kind of got me stressed is my Internet Technologies class. I haven't really done any assignments and I doubt there's not a way to regain my grade with that class.
Because of these stressors, I've been eating a lot more. I stopped wearing my Pokewalker, so I've slacked off quite a bit. But, I have the orientation for my walking class, so I'm looking forward to getting that started!
Life, man, life's happening and it's happening pretty fast.
Ear candy: The World is not Enough - Garbage
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Trying to catch up on Labs!
Long time, no blog! pffft, yea right!
So, like I said last post, I'm going to try and update some on these labs and assignments before work.
My SMART Goals
S(pecific) - I want to be able to wear and look good in a Sailor Venus cosplay by Otakon 2012.
M(easurable) - I want to end up going back to having at 31in waist and slimmer legs.
A(cceptable) - I want to feel comfortable in my own skin
R(ealistic) - I want to be able to fit in the bridesmaid's dress and not look so fat in my pictures.
T(ime-specific) - I guess it's the same as my Specific goal. I want to look good by that time.
Lab 6A: Cardiorespiratory Endurance Assessment
II. 1.0 Mile Walk
Gender: Female (0)
Time: 25 minutes 38 seconds
Heart Rate: 32 bpm
Time in minutes: 1.5 minutes
VO2max = 88.768 - (21.4368) + 0 - 2.18055 - 3.8208
= 61.32985 mL/kg/min
I need to do more, but I have to leave for work. Later~!
So, like I said last post, I'm going to try and update some on these labs and assignments before work.
My SMART Goals
S(pecific) - I want to be able to wear and look good in a Sailor Venus cosplay by Otakon 2012.
M(easurable) - I want to end up going back to having at 31in waist and slimmer legs.
A(cceptable) - I want to feel comfortable in my own skin
R(ealistic) - I want to be able to fit in the bridesmaid's dress and not look so fat in my pictures.
T(ime-specific) - I guess it's the same as my Specific goal. I want to look good by that time.
Lab 6A: Cardiorespiratory Endurance Assessment
II. 1.0 Mile Walk
Gender: Female (0)
Time: 25 minutes 38 seconds
Heart Rate: 32 bpm
Time in minutes: 1.5 minutes
VO2max = 88.768 - (21.4368) + 0 - 2.18055 - 3.8208
= 61.32985 mL/kg/min
I need to do more, but I have to leave for work. Later~!
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Beginning of a new month!
Okay, so I'm really bad at keeping this.... I shouldn't be, considering this is for my class.
I haven't been documenting what I've been eating like I wanted too, only because of all of the craziness that's been going on these passed couple weeks.
I finished up my training for my job today, passing my first and second assessment within the same week of each other. So, a lot of my time has been taken up by studying from these two exams. While I have managed to start a semi regular method of cutting back on eating, it's been difficult. But, since I started this, I've lost 1.8lbs. I have been keeping my Pokewalker on me, so I'll list the days:
Today (so far): 2,786
Yesterday -1 Days: 2,011
-2 Days: 2,828
-3 Days: 4,550
-4 Days: 1,793
-5 Days: 1,400
-6 Days: 2,220
-7 Days: 2,273
I did end up getting over 12,000 steps at Katsucon, but since it was over 7 days ago, I lost the amount. But, since I started with the Pokewalker, I have taken 102,936 steps in the course of 28 days. After I write this today, I'll be pulling my Pidgey from my Pokewalker, putting in another pokemon, and starting my step count all over again.
Katsucon was good! Getting everything done before then on top of my homework was quite the stressful thing.
Unfortunately, most of my training and everything else has put me back on doing any classwork for a good portion of my Labs for my Fitness Class and the work for my Internet Technologies class. I'll be bringing my laptop with me tomorrow to start documenting on the labs that I did end up doing and not writing down in here.
On the bright side of it all, I don't think this job is going to be anywhere near as stressful as the Music Studio was. My boss is absolutely awesome and so understanding of everything! I couldn't ask for anyone nicer and more awesome! :3
All in all, I think everything is going to work out. Now, I've just got to get caught up on my studies and it'll be all good!
I haven't been documenting what I've been eating like I wanted too, only because of all of the craziness that's been going on these passed couple weeks.
I finished up my training for my job today, passing my first and second assessment within the same week of each other. So, a lot of my time has been taken up by studying from these two exams. While I have managed to start a semi regular method of cutting back on eating, it's been difficult. But, since I started this, I've lost 1.8lbs. I have been keeping my Pokewalker on me, so I'll list the days:
Today (so far): 2,786
Yesterday -1 Days: 2,011
-2 Days: 2,828
-3 Days: 4,550
-4 Days: 1,793
-5 Days: 1,400
-6 Days: 2,220
-7 Days: 2,273
I did end up getting over 12,000 steps at Katsucon, but since it was over 7 days ago, I lost the amount. But, since I started with the Pokewalker, I have taken 102,936 steps in the course of 28 days. After I write this today, I'll be pulling my Pidgey from my Pokewalker, putting in another pokemon, and starting my step count all over again.
Katsucon was good! Getting everything done before then on top of my homework was quite the stressful thing.
Unfortunately, most of my training and everything else has put me back on doing any classwork for a good portion of my Labs for my Fitness Class and the work for my Internet Technologies class. I'll be bringing my laptop with me tomorrow to start documenting on the labs that I did end up doing and not writing down in here.
On the bright side of it all, I don't think this job is going to be anywhere near as stressful as the Music Studio was. My boss is absolutely awesome and so understanding of everything! I couldn't ask for anyone nicer and more awesome! :3
All in all, I think everything is going to work out. Now, I've just got to get caught up on my studies and it'll be all good!
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